Tuesday, December 27, 2005
As i was siting down staring at my pc, A glance of 2006 calender lying
at pc table top makes me realise end of year is approaching near.
Looking back at my life at 2005, on what have i done & archivements
thru' all the past months. Some has been encouraging but most of its
holds painful memories which has taught me a lot & be a stronger person.
As i spend the last few days of the year end & vowed to wrap all the
unhapiness & incidents in my life. Regardless of what happend,i am glad
that i am still able to enjoy a life which is almost too fragile. To be
sad & angry about past experiences won't help much. Rather life has been
much happier & simple ever since i woke up from my happy ever after dream
which crumbled.
I just need to plan for the future 2006 with a perspective outlook in life.
So much to accomplish but just take 1 step at a time. Most importantly i
don't need to pressure myself with anything that can make me sad or unhappy
again. I don't intend to make new resolution because i know that i will not
fulfill it.
Sometime i will get hurt or will be hurt in 1 way or another during my path
to self discovery. Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight, after a while i have
learn that even sunshine burns if i get too much.
So i have decided to Live life to the fullest.
"To build a new chapter of my life, a new year with a new begining"
Farewell 2005.
On 25th Dec 2005 went to attend a close frend Julaila Engagement. Congratulations.
Check out the pic below of my Chupa Chups Flower Bouquet.
Monday, December 19, 2005
A note to add, congrats to Ogy & Omar for their bundle of Joy baby gerl Adriana on the 7 dec 2005.
No pics was taken when i visited Ogy at her homey,and its rather late and another reason is because i am a scardey cat, afraid to carry a new born....
yupps that me as new born is rather delicate and i get jitters when i had to carry them but tat does not mean i dun love babies. I really adore babies esp baby gerls..
Gud Sunday aftrn.
Well for a starters, i know that my entry is old & covered with dust...half completed with spider spunning its magical webs. Sorry peeps.
Been busy with werk..werk..& werk..No social life its seems for me.
Yesterday 17 Dec 05 all plans went the unexpected way. Firstly was supposed to watch Search concert with fedah & e girlie gerls. But as published in Berita Harian, its been postponed yet again. Okay no so bad as i am not realli a Big fan of Search..hehe.
Okay then we have a back up plans to have tulang @ Beach Road...yummyzzz but sad to say again one of the gerls can't make it. Luckily fedah called me & will meet up with me @ town in an hour tyme. While waiting for her, i was jostling with the crowds of peeps doing X'mas shopping.
We had late lunch at Sakura (Far East) & order some dishes which both ate until we are full up..(cleaned out the Hotplate Beancurd & Hotplate Beef except for the soup which was a bit bland but nevertheless okay). no pics on that coz i forget to bring my Digi.
After the lunch both gerls with a heavy stomach, with no plans and decided to head to fedah homey & rent some VCDs & Cornettos I CREEEEAAMMM..We watched Monster In Laws & Perfect catch. Both shows did not disspoint me thou coz 1 of the show is starring Drew Barrymore, my fav actress.
Then i recvd an SMS*BEEP* from a frend. The trip to JB on Sun had to be cancelled because of werk commitments...Apology been accepted but i was still not happy & sore for i was realli looking to go there for some shopping. Haizzz... it realli bad as all thing & plans are not in favour for me.
Around 11pm i finally trudged home with a heavy eyes, sore heart & full stomach. Sleep like a baby after that.
