Friday, April 21, 2006
Just wanted to put that in writing to make it true. I've been sad for over two days now, it's time to stop. It's not just the tragically sad or bitter things I've obviously learned, I have learned a lot about me, too. I do know that I'm not delusional.
I do know that I worked very hard at it regardless of what is going around. I also know I made mistakes, but I learned from them. I'm not totally dense. Sometimes I wondered why all this things is happening to me, I do get piss off when things get too much.
I'm sure I'll still have my sad moments, but the constant cloud that was over me has finally lifted. After a good rest yesterday night, I bounce back to life and seems like it’s so meaningless to stay angry for long.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Sunday is the day when i find time to stay home to catch up with my reading, relax, clean up my wardrobe(if i got tyme - which is once in a blue moon!) & some other stuff.
Today weather has been stormy with heavy showers expected in the affternoon, so i jusz laze & watch Vcds, spare 2hrs to surf net & do my beaded earings.
Managed to snitch a Overseas magzine "New Ideas" from my bro room & read some intresting stuff there. Thot it lovely to share with my fellow blogger friends, so i put up in my entry for your reads....enjoy
Happiness is not found at the end of the road. It is truly experience along the way. So, take not for granted each moment of your life and you will find a reason to be happy each day.
Live your life while you have it. Life is splendid gift there is nothing small about it.
Count the garden by the flowers, never by the leaves that fall. Count your life with smiles and not the tears that roll.
Everything in life has a purpose, there are no mistakes, no coincidences. Events are blessings given to us to learn from it.
We often times don't see the reason why we don't always get what we want, but in the end of it all, we realize that what we wanted must not meant for us after all--everything happens for a reason.
Don't be so busy planning the life you're going to have that you fail to appreciate the one you've already been given.
Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
Saturday, April 08, 2006
A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi
field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big
padi,but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.
Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to
realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he
know he has missed the biggest one, and he regreted !!!! So, he
ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.
The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a
better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person...."
"What is marriage then?" the student asked.
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn
field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.
The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look
for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage."
