Tuesday, December 27, 2005
As i was siting down staring at my pc, A glance of 2006 calender lying
at pc table top makes me realise end of year is approaching near.
Looking back at my life at 2005, on what have i done & archivements
thru' all the past months. Some has been encouraging but most of its
holds painful memories which has taught me a lot & be a stronger person.
As i spend the last few days of the year end & vowed to wrap all the
unhapiness & incidents in my life. Regardless of what happend,i am glad
that i am still able to enjoy a life which is almost too fragile. To be
sad & angry about past experiences won't help much. Rather life has been
much happier & simple ever since i woke up from my happy ever after dream
which crumbled.
I just need to plan for the future 2006 with a perspective outlook in life.
So much to accomplish but just take 1 step at a time. Most importantly i
don't need to pressure myself with anything that can make me sad or unhappy
again. I don't intend to make new resolution because i know that i will not
fulfill it.
Sometime i will get hurt or will be hurt in 1 way or another during my path
to self discovery. Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight, after a while i have
learn that even sunshine burns if i get too much.
So i have decided to Live life to the fullest.
"To build a new chapter of my life, a new year with a new begining"
Farewell 2005.
